And you wait for the miracle to happen

I am almost done with the book "Jerusalem"... I tried this morning to finish reading the last few remaining pages but I couldn't...

It was time to go to work...

I am at work now...

I am sitting on my chair...sending and receiving emails...

But...

My soul is not where my body is...

I am looking around...I see people...I hear them talk...

But...

I feel so "not with them"...

My soul is somewhere else...

The feeling of loneliness...longing to be..."not here"...

It makes your day...not a very pleasant day...

And you wait for the miracle to happen...

And you look around for signals...

And...