Peace in the Middle East, HAHAHA

The stupidest job you can have in the Middle East is the kind of work that I am involved in. I am a trainer and consultant on Conflict Transformation and Peacebuilding. What a contradiction. How on earth did I end up doing these things?
How can I work in something that I have never experienced? What kind of peace training am I conducting? What is Peace? Where is Peace? Why do we seek for Peace in this region?
Peace is not attractive, peace is not lucrative.
Peace is a boring romantic movie.
Peace has become an empty word... it is the foolish dream of naive people like me.
I should start looking for another job.